I didn't update for a few days because I was tired and slept most of them, but I went to a CupcakKe concert on the 8th, but she didn't come out for 2 hours after the scheduled time and it was standing room only, so I was in severe pain and had to leave before she came on. I also had 3 drinks and got suuuper drunk---drunk for the very first time in my life. It wasn't bad! I wasn't super inhibited or anything, just out of it and dizzy really. I'm REALLY sad she sorta blew us off and it's almost soured her music for me. She is such an idol of mine... ugh. I'm so sad about it. Plus, everyone there was with all of their friends who were having such a good time together and I was all alone. It really hurt. A cute gay boy came up to me and said I was gorgeous and that made my night though. but man. I'm really bummed, and also in a LOT of pain now. Still suuper behind in school. Idk what I'm going to do!!! I have a test I may have to take tomorrow if I can't get accommodations from the testing center (the prof gave them to me already) and I'm NOT prepared. I'm just not prepared for anything. I'm really struggling. Ngl, my head is in the clouds! I'm so happy for some personal things I've got going on right now that I could beam everywhere like an eternal pink sun :DDDDDDD I am so excited for my future. I'm just so excited. I'm over the moon. But planning for my future has sort of distracted me from my schoolwork :( I can't think about anything besides certain beautiful things. Keep me in the Light here please. I have my first Meeting for Business on Sunday! I don't know how it goes but I'm super excited. Being a Friend and in community with Friends has made me SO happy. I feel like a real adult!!! I'm enjoying attending and everyone there seems to enjoy me too. I feel very accepted for my sexuality and identity. First day there an older lady asked if she could hug me. I said yes, thank you for asking. She said, my kids told me I have to ask now, I didn't know that but it makes sense!! We laughed so hard together. I'm really glad I have a community. I'm trying to work on exchange stuff. I messed up my ToT offers so I had to default there. I'm not doing well on the "finish everything" bingo card square lol. But I did start on some original erotica so there's that... I hope I can get caught back up with life soon. Peace out folks.