Writing this at 04:12 am on the sixth lol. I recently made this digital garden up with Obsidian Publish because it's easier and more fun and the layout is cute 😸 And I'm going to crosspost these daily notes to AlienPlace (my Dreamwidth clone) and L4E (another DW clone).
Anywayy. Didn't do much today. Spent most of it downloading Dotclear and then deciding not to use it. Spent the rest of the day avoiding my due-a-week-ago homework by working on my sites. I impulse bought a new domain because I hate having money so my digital garden is now agnes.today! I'm trying to think of something to do with alien.holiday... It currently hosts my old BearBlog but I want to use it for something I actually... use. I have a serious spending problem and it sucks because I'm currently trying to save up for like. My Future And Having A Kid.
Which I can't believe will actually happen. Far, far in the future. But it will. I never thought this would actually be a possibility for me, and I'm so grateful that it is. So that's been most of what's been on my mind lately; I am thinking about my future. I have to think about my homework to get there but it's hard lmao. Come ON. Why can't I time travel. I got a goal tracking journal and one of those books you write your life story in and give it to your future child and I'm so so glad I did because I'm having so much fun filling it out!
But overall I'm pretty chill. I hope I'm finally done remaking my [main site](https://agnes.love) because I finally found a blog platform I enjoy. It's actually like multi-user/single-blog Tumblr in a way? Chyrp-Lite has different "feathers" which are like Tumblr post types. It also has built in webmentions, though I don't know if they actually work yet. There are no community plugins, but the plugins it comes with are pretty cool. I'm really enjoying it. I did love PureBlog, but I wanted something a bit more complex and this fits the bill. I've remade my main site 3889403093 times. I hope this is the last time.
I am thinking of starting to try and get more into shape so I can take dance classes in like 2028 (it's going to take me a while to get into shape). Ever since I got my bird, Saira, I have been dancing with her and I'm... good? At it? It's kinda crazy. I want to learn how to actually *dance*. you know? I hope as I exercise and stretch more and do physical therapy (which I'm considering) my Ehlers-Danlos symptoms will improve but I know I have to be cautious. I really enjoy moving around and performing. I wanted to be on the cheer squad in high school, but I was bullied too much for it :-P
I'm finally writing my novel very slowly. I don't want to reveal too much but it's going pretty well and I think most of the public is going to hate it which means I'm doing it right. I'm also working on some erotica projects that I actually can talk about. Mostly age gap yuri/preg kink/terato and xeno/erotic gore stuff. I'm working on a few worlds to set my stories in and I'm going to write a short story collection within those worlds. The first one is sort of based off Yellowjackets and the others I'm still working on. I feel bad because some issues after surgery meant I had to cancel an in-progress commission :-( I'm waiting until a school break to open commissions again and then I'm going to be more intentional with them. One slot for stories of either kind, one slot for poems at a time, no more than that.
But it's time for me to start actually like. Working on my writing career and how to monetize my hobby here. I don't neeeeeeeed to, but I mean I'm going to have a kid so. Saving up as much as I can. I'm also teaching myself furry art lol. It's fun.
Not sure what else for today... peace out folks.